January 2009
what if's
what if i didnt met you.. what if you didnt come to my house.. what if you didn’t text me that day.. what if i didn’t reply your texts.. what if i didn’t say yes.. what if i didn’t take you back.. what if i didn’t love you.. what if .. what if .. what if .. what if we never broke up.. what if you take me back.. what if you give me another chance.. just a what ifs..
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies...
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning, my throat is aching for holding the tears from rolling down.
The lump takes a home in my throat With the words that i’m choking as i try to tell myself its ok
it will never be okay . i miss you so much . people tell me im better off. but i know im not. im a mess. people telling me how stupid i am to stand by you . defend you whenever people...
“There’s more to love than only bitterness and lies”
Foolishly I think I’m stronger
And all the things that I wished I had not said Are played in loops ‘till it’s madness in my head Is it too late to remind you how we were But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur Most of what I remember makes me sure I should have stopped you from walking out the door You could be happy, I hope you are You made me happier than I’d been by far Do the things that you...
You are my alcohol, you are the drugs that i am...
i really dont know how to say or what to do with you . we broke up . actually you broke up with me. im sorry for the things ive done. i know how bad i am. im sorry but maybe its too late too realise it. im just a fool , and i guess you’ve loved all my flaws and you just cant take it anymore and i guess the blame is on me, ive been thinking and i guess i am the one who is wrong i shouldnt...
“Love is a bitch,
pain is a whore.
and misery is the motherfucker that...”
– Unknown
cant love be so much easier?
we used to be so in love. it was exactly 487 days ago i said yes to you . and since we’re getting a hang of things with each other . months has passed and we’ve became more inseparable i guess. but things go wrong, tears rolling down almost every night. then we broke up but then we go back together. things change. smoothly at first but then rocky again. we stumble on everything. sweet...
“I’ve learned enough to keep my mouth shut.
I’ve learned enough to...”
– Ten Thousand Lines - Electric President
a fine frenzy
here’s a random post !
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
- Almost Lover.
Shut it out I’ve got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down.. Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the...
new
hey, i used to have a blog in another website, but i switch to this. :)
i got bored to the old one. lol. i just got way too much time on my hand.
my parents and/or my guardian always yell at me, cause i always use the computer whenver i’m home so sometime my dad cut off the internet which sucks .but though they cut it off. i still got something else to do . i downloaded books. which are...